Freedom ^_^

It seems weird, thinking about packing my things to go home for the summer - doesn't seem so long since I stayed over night last year. Things were so much different then, I was a different person - everything has altered and fitted into routine, only to uproot into disorientation again next September. I wonder what kind of person I'll be next term - or if I'll even change at all?

I am not happy the way things are now; looking in the mirror, I do not see me the way I should. It is the ghostly face of a toddler, abandoned among the crowd. Having chased butterflies into a strange new territory, every face seems frightening, unfamiliar and grey.

I woke a few days ago to find my bottom lip deeply bitten and numb and my limbs aching - I'm not quite sure of the cause; whether it was a violent dream or a seizure.

I did not have much time to dwell on this fact, as I had my novel exam the next day and needed to revise. Laney came over in the afternoon and (in between anime episodes) we discussed War of the Worlds. The exam was this morning - not nearly as eventful as the poetry test (not sure if I'm disappointed about that or not).

The scene we got to analyse was tthe one where the Artilleryman speaks of his plans for the human race. I remember writing about imperialism and darwinism (and possibly gothicism, though it may only have been an annotation).

Now it is over, along with my Fresher year, leaving me with a tonne of free time that I wished I had before. It will be interesting to see just how I do divide my time in the final draftings.